Indulgences

raining..raining..tip tap top.. tip tip tip.. the rain is pouring heavily..with the strong whirl wind blowing and hitting the window..

Kuching has been hit by strong and non stop heavy pour rain again..sob.. it's the fourth day of chinese new year and it started to rain since the second day.. sob. it's terrible. while i was searching for weather forecast and satelite pics in msn, it was found out that the whole borneo island was hauled over by thick clouds raining nonstop while Pennisular Malaysia was hot and suny!wow.. i am freezing with cold and dwelling my myself in my comfort home sweet home while enjoying pretty much my mom's cooks with hot soup and yummy dishes. oh those are my mom cooks that i am so craving for each time i return back to KL.

I have been rest a lot this wonderful holidays though it is a raining season. it drifted away me from all the heavy loads of mind about clinics training and tonnes of study, indulging me in the comfort zone of peaceful mind. jeje

i am happy. =)

boy boy is my little cute child that my mom had been babysit many years back. during this cny first day, boy boy came to visit us with his family. i like his cute and naughty face that never fails. he has been a good boy growing up each day and facing his environment and outside world with his curiosity and naughtyness...lolz. hey boy boy, jie jie is missing you here!

boy boy is showing his favourite cny food..

taking 12:55pm flight back kuching today. on board with airasia airplane, my feeling journey back home was dancing with joy in the sky of 35,000 feet high above the sea level..lolz.

I was taking this photo while looking out the window when the plane was flying above the Pennisular Malaysia heading off to Kuching.


And then, after one hour and 20 mins across the South China Sea, the airplane finally reached Kuching's skyline and flying above the dark clouds in the air, the weather turned out like this..

contrasting huh? kuching has been raining nonstop for many weeks since last month and many areas were flooded by heavy raindrops. sad... i wish i would have a good weather during this coming Chinese New Year.hopefully...

Finally, it's time to fly back to my lovely hometown Kuching for CNY! i have been waiting this moment of festive season to reunion with family and friends and enjoying food food food! ehee.. i wanna to have good rest spending time with family and love ones, letting go all the stressful moment of uni life, indulging in the happiness and enjoyment of CNY. Gong Xi Fa Cai!

Tonite was a great and cheerful nite. having dinner with all the juniors and seniors. the food is so so nice and the curry fish head is my favourite food! scrumptious..yum yum.. while stunned by all the 'active' and 'pretty' juniors, their laughs and smiles decorated the nite with excitement and happiness, making CNY mood is around the air... hoolala~~


more photos...

it was truly a great day for me, my case presentation went well and received good comments from the supervisor. Thanks to the Lord, who has been my strength throughout my difficult times. =) tonite, i spent my cheerful time with all the juniors and seniors for the CNY reunion dinner at setapak. ahem ahem, 1st year juniors are so naughty and playful! weeeeeee..........

Happy chinese NEW YEAR!! GONG XI FA CAI

"It's Your kindness Lord
That leads us to repentance
Your favor Lord, is our desire
It's Your beauty Lord
That makes us stand in silence
Your love
Your love...."

Chris Tomlin

i'm coming to my point life of crying out myself desperately as if i reached a junction of nowhere, losing myself with a dying and lonely heart. I am going through a difficult time in which i was losing my ability to face and go through it. when fears and confusion crippled in and haunted over me.. i was failing myself, my lonely self..

I'm stopping my footsteps of tiredness and resting myself in quiet mode, pondering and searching deeply within my very own heart.

but one thing has knocked my silence heart with a rthym of kindness, mercy and love.. That's You.. Lord. When my whole world is crumbling down, i'm running to you with tears and broken heart.. In your presence i know, there i am restored. In the moment of my weakness, You have been gracious to me. In the chaos, in confusion, u are sovereign still...your love is great, your love is loud. your love is sufficient for me. your love never fail.

Sadly, I start off this year with fearful and tension minds. My clinical practices for this semester is getting tougher and more challenges invade in. I have been given 4 patients every week with 4 different kinds of problem: Stroke case, hearing impairment, Autism and Global Developmental Delay and each has its own unique management and treatment which drives me more works to study and learn. it's getting harder and harder in terms of my clinical practices dealing with those adults and younger children which i do not ready for it..*sob.. Fortunately, i have been chosen under well experience supervisors, and i'm happy to be under their supervision. =)

Though it is going to be more challenges and hardships, every opportunity that it offers are the best chances that i will have which will lead me through the fruitful learning process. i should ready prepare for it! Gambateh! =)weee........

when expecting 2009 to arrive, i flipped through my bunches of memories of 2008 with a mixed feelings, with a heart losing its tranquility and calmness. it's been a hard times that i have been through and learn to grow, to battle with, to overcome, to anticipate, and to face it. there are much stories to tell and much hardships to be dwelt with, and yet, it comes to an end and brought it through my journey towards a new year, new season.

Though longing for dwelling at my comfort home with family in Kuching which i used to be previously, tonite, i spent my blissful moments together with my lovely housemates for a dinner and went for a joyful countdown celebration at KLCC, catching the sparkling musical fountain and fireworks to usher into a brand new year.



Here are few best shots that i can get it..lolz.



KLCC musical fountain shows